Morning Star, your beauty gave me something to believe in

when I had nothing, I was nothing

Your helped me to erase my future before it erased me

I can’t resist

I don’t exist

If I can’t have you air aint shit

I wonder. I Tumble. I gasp. I reach.

I feel your lips, I miss your tongue

I need your touch, my Morning Star

I went to far Lucifer

You broke my fall then rose again

and left me here alive

yet dead again

I don’t dream when I sleep

Without you I am hollow

I can’t think of anything but me

Empty. Empty. Empty. Empty.

Through a Glass Darkly, I stare into The Winter Light and all I hear is Silence

silence

Chorus

The morning after it made sense

I lost my chance for one more kiss

I wish I could, I should, I would

I think I’d like to try again

I cry. I sleep. I drink. I think.

I wouldn’t like to be in my shoes

If I lost you like I did

I think I’d die. Oh shit. I did.

I wish I never met you were the six words I said

That finally pushed you to leave me for dead

No past now. No future now.

No warmth now. Just me now.

Just this alien view, that keeps me from you

and the rest of the world

It’s just impossible.

Unbearable. Undeniable.

Maddening. Deafening. Isolating. Alienating.

Abandoning. Abandoning. Abandoning. Abandoning.

(Why have you forsaken me?)

Chorus

The morning after it made sense

I lost my chance for one more kiss

I wish I could, I should, I would

I think I’d like to try again

I cry. I sleep. I drink. I think.

I wouldn’t like to be in my shoes

If I lost you like I did

I think I’d die. Oh shit. I did.

Suddenly I’m back in your heart

and you expect me to play the part

It’s impossible, what you ask of me

There’s no way I can be what you want

I can’t believe, the words you’ve said

There’s something you’re not telling me

1, 2, 3,4

I know what you’re looking for

and every time you run out

you come back to me and ask for more

Every time you come to me

I’m willing to give up everything for you

There’s nothing like us

There’s nothing like you

There’s absolutely nothing I can do

Chorus

Every time you fall apart, do you wonder if I’m watching?

Here we are, where I’ve longed to be

and it’s worse than what I thought it would be

Is it easy now? Have you come undone?

Is there no place left for you to run?

Are you playing with me? Is this what you want?

A final farewell that makes me crawl?

Every time you come to me

I’m willing to give up everything for you

There’s nothing like us

There’s nothing like you

There’s absolutely nothing I can do

Chorus

Every time you fall apart, do you wonder if I’m watching?

Watch Me

Touch myself

Watch the time go by

Watch me

kill myself

Pretend you don’t have eyes

Watch me

kill myself

Pretend you don’t have eyes

But in the end we were given the chance to love

In the end we were given the chance to live

Touch me. Feel me. Give me. Beauty.

Fire. Life. Love. Chaos.

Universe. Me. You. Us.

We are everything

We are nothing

And now our beauty is broken

And I don’t know if we can

Piece it back together

Together again

If kissing me makes you feel alive

Then Killing me will make you feel like a god

Boredom plays trick on your mind

All along you wanted to kill the time

Cos deep inside you feel you’re not alive

Can you feel me?

Can you feel me?

Can you see me?

Or am I buried too deep?

Can you feel this?

Can you accept it?

Can you feel this warmth?

Can you feel this warmth?

Fear. Need. Fear. Want.

Fear. Take. Fear. Cold.

Fear. Need. Fear. Want.

Fear. Take. Fear. Cold.

Feather needs the bird, the air.

Breathe Lucifer

There’s nothing for you here

Those bare white walls will force themselves inside

But they are not you

And you don’t need them

Take a deep breath

You will ascend again

Chorus

Everybody wants something so bad they can’t stop thinking of it

Everybody wants someone so bad it hurts to breathe without them

Everybody tries so hard to bury what they know’s inside

Everybody wants and tries but few will get their satisfaction

Breathe   but you can’t have it all

Because you’re a sinner and there’s blood in your veins

They’ll come at you with everything to leave you without anything

“Repent” is what they say and take everything away

But they’re insane

So point the way to Heaven

Point the way to pain

Point the way to madness

Point the way to life

And breathe

My Morning Star

You will ascend again

Chorus

Morning Star

It’s much too late

To close the gates

That held back the flood

We’re drowning in

Our own dreaming

That made us believe we could overcome what we are

Morning Star

You descended into nothing but half dead arms

that cling to you like the last source of water

In the sudden flood of our love

Morning Star

There’s nothing left

The exit is closed

Morning Star

There’s nothing left

The exit is closed

Morning Star

Fire. Heat. Lips.

Tongue. Skin. Feel sin.

Your eyes. Your hands.

Touch me. I grow hard.

Heat. Fire.

Turn me on.

The chaos that brought your heart to me

is a beautiful example of random divinity

Your eyes, your lips, your tongue, your hair

All remind me why I need the air

The chaos of the universe

only makes sense when we kiss

The chaos of the universe

only makes sense when we kiss

You’re all I can think of

You consume me

You possess me

You’re all I can think of

You possess me

You consume me

Your eyes, your skin, your everything

Your eyes, your skin, you’re everything

There’s nothing

Nothing like our fire

Erase the future now! (repeat)

Keep the windows closed.

Keep the doors shut.

Turn the lights on.

No one gets in or out.

I can feel the air on my skin

I can hear a far off dog

Outside in the dark

Clawing at the door

Keep the windows closed.

Keep the doors shut.

Turn the lights on.

No one gets in or out.

She’s in here somewhere (repeat)

I don’t wanna be there when you finally come back to me

And tell me everything you wanted wasn’t what you thought it was (repeat)

I don’t care if you wanna

die, live, fuck, breed

I’m beyond whatever happiness you might feel (repeat)

Suicide. Smile. Cry.

The universe in the blink of an eye

Suicide memories

A tough pill to swallow, lies

The sky falls and it’s so bright

There’s no place left for you to hide

You’re pushing me away from here

All in the blink of an eye

Suicide and ecstasy.

Alone so far away from me.

Suicide and ecstasy.

Alone so far away from me.

I don’t wanna be there when you finally come back to me

And tell me everything you wanted wasn’t what you thought it was (repeat)

Someone hold me, tell me I’m pretty

Someone hold me, tell me you need me

Someone talk to me, I hate feeling lonely

Someone. Anyone. Rescue me, set me free.

It’s all bullshit anyway

I cannot be what you say

I must find a way to make life mine and push them all away

It’s all bullshit anyway

I cannot be what you say

Someone make the pain stop

Someone help me make it go away

(repeat)

Chorus

My black heart machine beats like this

Something deep inside of me

Tells me nothing’s wrong with me

You’re the one who hated me

You’re the one who hated you

Something deep inside of me

Tells me nothing’s wrong with me

You’re the one who started this

You’re the one who made me like this

It’s all bullshit anyway

I cannot be what you say

Someone make the pain stop

Someone help me make it go away

(repeat)

Chorus

My black heart machine beats like this

I’m not crazy

You’re the one who’s crazy

Chorus

My black heart machine beats like this